For the last week and a half, our family has been "hiding in the woods" of Oregon for some much desired and needed time away. And as one does, as we approach the end of our vacation I have been reflecting on whether I have found the refreshment or rest that I thought I needed.
I think so.
For me time away from the regular schedule and demands are times to dream and scheme. I usually come away from short sabbaticals with a list of new challenges or ideas to tackle. This trip has some of this but not nearly the typical crush of tasks to take on. I think a big part of this is that we still don't know what the next months hold. As virus infections continue to rise in the U.S. and the likelihood of another lock-down seems necessary the church remains in the a flexible posture and we keep preaching the word and trusting the Spirit to move among us (even if we are apart).
I think the other reason I don't have a huge dream list from this trip is that what I need is not new dreams, what I need is restoration. Renewal, re-energizing for the days ahead.
Sliding into Psalm 126 this morning I join the Psalmist crying out for another move of God.
The prayer begins by recounting. "When the LORD restored the fortunes of Zion, we were like those who dream." Mouths filled with laughter, shouts of joy, and people taking notice. "The LORD has done great things for them," Indeed, the LORD has done great things for us... we are in fact glad!
But we won't settle for nostalgia. We want more of Jesus, more of his harvest, more of his glory. "Restore our fortunes, O LORD, like streams in the Negeb!" Like a flood to a desert place, wash us anew in your grace and overwhelm us with your presence and power.
This has been a season of tears and weeping, which are seeds for sowing. In Christ, we shall come home with shouts of joy. With his harvest.
This is what I need, I think it is what you need too. Restoration. Grace-driven, Christ-exalting, wind-in-your-sails strength. I think that is what the Spirit is working. We are laughing again, shouting for joy.
May we say, Yes, the LORD has done great things for us; we are glad.